What a beautiful world little girls and boys!
I’m sure things weren’t suppose to turn out the way it did. I’m so positive that my mind didn’t see the things as they lived. And as I should.. I walk away with the coldest feeling.
So exhausted of caring that I turned the other cheek
With so much on the table, I just was not able to accept friendship as our only destination
In this moment in time the only choices I have is to live without you in the current equation.
I can’t live like this..
depressed, compressed, in a bubble I express, in the sheets you undress, on your dick is climbing numbers and I can not be just a number…
I leave with only wonder, best wishes, tip my hat and give deuces.
Open my heart up every time but you just look at me like I’m stupid
While you dip and doodle, I remain chained to you getting brutal whip lashes
from the heartless branches you pass.. oh every time I just wish I could just laugh.
Gashed open heart and I’m just bleeding. The shit you do is so misleading, so believing, I EVEN thought for a second you loved me. Maybe it was not a front maybe it was something temporary in your mind
But i..
Want to love.
Have a family and build my trust up to give a fuck one day..
Some day, some how it a all be far for me and you.
One day I will be all I should been for me and you.
You and I.
Trapped into a love suicide.
But I boys and girls .. I’m the one who dies while he lives..
Mistakes were not 100% his..
What a wonderful world..
What a beautiful cold world..
