In Perspective.

Registering for my fall classes and I know its going to be a tough semester. My mind is on the road of recovery. Its better then it was before the sudden break-up. Who would a knew this shit a be so hard and good at the same time. When things take place in our lives and we loose something important to us, we soon see the broad picture that was being blocked by what we thought was important. My friends, I don’t have many. They seasonal like sports. Some I see quick to jump hills when you need them the most. Also put in perspective is how much I dislike living in Baltimore. I want to see so much more then this. I want to expand and just go. I want so much. Also my family has been put in perspective, how much I havnt been around some parts of my family and how I should be around. All this has come clear because of one misplacement or loss. Weird huh?

My music is my closest friends besides three of my co-workers lol.

Doesn’t that make me sound pathetic??

But I know I’m not pathetic.
I know I’m unique in ways that can not be expressed into a humans mind. They really don’t make woman like me no more. May sound cocky but damn it’s the truth and I can better show you then tell you. The outlook on one self has definitely broadened though I still gotta a lot of work to do. Clearing my mind to look at the bigger things in life.

Anyways I head back to the studio tomorrow to record two tracks maybe three. One name “Dance Like Beyonce” LOL very different type of track that has a swing to it. If I lay it right it may be something. Next track called “ Single”, opening my arms to the world of being single with a club beat that many should relate to . and last but not least the track “Over Years” expresses how my fuck ups and missed opportunities have made time past me and im just reflecting on shit I can not change. If I get to three tracks I shall be happy.

My musical clan I have decided that I can not take care of currently to the full potential that I would like to. Im saving for a house and don’t have the funds to push men in the direction they need to be pushed in. Im still working with them but the site being closed down until further notice is the best next step for now. $20.00 a month for a website that’s not getting any new updates shows and so forth should be put on the back burner. The guys need studio time. The guys need to write. The guys need to get some things in order and so do I . We all on the same page almost.

Things are coming to an order in my head.
Not so clutter.
Not so distressed ..
But perfectly clear
In perspective.