Old school joint blasting "shes gone" and yes i been gone for a very long time from blogging and expression of how i feel and whats been going on. Writing has always been my outlet but i put that into someone i shouldn't had. Instead of using the mic as a outlet i used another crutch. My boyfriend of 7yrs. But two months ago he walked out on me. He abandon me and left me for dead for his own reasons of dumbness. It knocked me off my feet and today i stand new. I have to stand new. IM 22! and im looking for my music to save me once again. Im looking for that mic to wave at me and im looking for all direction in the world. One thing you don't do is invest time into only one thing no matter what you do. MEANING i put too much time into something that failed. When i could have been multi tasking stroking music and him at the same time. lol. Sounds raw don't it? Am i angry? HELL YES iam. I wont be the same. But in a way not being the same can be the best move i make.
Shes GONE
Yes i was but im back now. Its not like anyone missed the girl or anything because my work has not really put in like it should have ..
I WAS LOST! keep me sain now keep me good I pray.
Im still lost but the point is i made advances to change that.
It was his lost and i came to terms wit it and its my lost cause of so much time i wasted rejecting my other love... MUSIC!
So im a try to get focus now. Vent more. Write more. Learn more And DO IT! enough talk. ACTION IS THE RIGHT MOVE!
peace till next Time
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