Ive come to the conclusion that my dreams and the things I reach for are all in my control if I gain control. Life for me is so unbalanced. I have millions of ideas to double money, a dream to be a rapper and a heart to help whoever I can by a extent. I go to school, I work full time and try to hit the studio but dwell on the things that are missing such as Love and Friendship, or a lost 7 yr relationship.
Today I found myself sleeping more hours then usual. I had no drive to get up and deal with anything. I didn’t want to work out and I didn’t want to be bothered but then I did get up, hit the grocery store and hit IHOP with a friend. I pulled myself into the driver seat because I felt as tho I wasn’t driving. This is how my life is with everything. I need to take the wheel. I need to grab a hold of my life dreams and shoot for it instead of talking.
This life is not promised. This life was given and I have a gift.. I gotta take control. I HAVE to take control!! I must take control. If I don’t I will never drive the roads I want to be on.. SIMPLE AS THAT!
Negative ppl i need to get rid of...
I cant be like everyone else.
Iam not like everyone else..
What am i waiting for..?
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