I'm at work thinking. I got so much waiting for me its just time to get it. Sunday I head to NYC for the "D.M.V meets NYC" showcase. Also got a shot to perform in chicago for their african fest. So all this sits there waiting for me. But this little man is in my head throwing shit out of order. Its also a woman there too confused. Never thought I be one of those woman so effected by a man but I am. Seven years gone is hard to forget. Its been two months and my ass struggles to still move on from a cheating ass lie. Two times. Eve said love is blind. HELL YEA. But I made the choice a day ago not to be put into this game no more. Why beg for something back that was not cool anyways. So I step into the music and hopes it saves me again.
I went to the mall today with a close friend. As I went I threw out the mind bender and lived. I had fun with my friend and peeped my music as the step that needs to work with my school. I am slowly getting back on track but I have a cold heart. I been so different additude wise. I kinda like it. Not giving a fuck can get you far if u choose not to give a fuck about certain things that deserve it.
NYC Sunday such be a boost.
A nice little vacation with someone who cares about me is coming up too.. can't wait..
Music, mind ,body, soul
Educate grow and let shit go.
A lot of people don't care. They pull ya string and laugh at u. Leave u fucked
I can't be that person no more.
I gotta be there for me.
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